Venting

The last few days have been extremely hectic. I feel like I'm in a trance. Overworked, tired, nervous, stressing out, irritable. I'm falling apart. I need this semester to end. I apologize in advance, most of today's post is going to be a big complaint, but I need to vent, and this is my blog, so I write what I want.

As the semester comes to a close, classes all get harder at the same time. I've got projects due, papers to write, and no time to do any of it. This is the first bit of free time I've had in days. I am so stressed about all my grades. I've never got less than a B in a class, and it seems like my Spanish 111 class may be my first C. It sucks. I'm trying to get my grade up quickly before the semster ends, but it's tough to improve your grades when you can't read the assignments. I don't speak Spanish as well as I should for the amount of time I've been studying it.

The girl I was supposed to go out with this weekend might be bailing on me. Wednesday she got kicked out of her house. Her mom has a short temper and makes rash decisions. So some of my friends had to go pick her up and bring her to our church. Later I drove her home so she could get her things and her dad is going to take her to his house in a few days. Her mom let her stay until Sunday. So, I called her the next day to see how things were going, she said she was okay. The day after that she stopped returning my text messages. I'm assuming her phone got turned off, but I'm not sure what to do now? I kinda need to know if I'm supposed to be meeting her Saturday. What am I supposed to do?

I have to work all weekend also. I go to school until five o'clock every day, then on weekends, I work eight hours a day. I don't have any time to actually do the homework that I get on the weekdays. I'm really just in a slump right now. I'll get through it, I just hope my grades survive.

I really need something to do this weekend after work. I've been so stressed out I feel as if I'll explode if I don't get to do something that doesn't involve work. If this date doesn't happen I'l have to find something to do.

I guess I should start praying more, maybe read the Bible. Everyone says it makes you feel better when you're going through tough times, but I feel like I don't even have time to read anymore...

Alright, I'm done venting, I'm going to go register for classes for next semster now.

At his limit,
Oblivious Oxymoron